So, is it wrong for me to wonder who these people are visiting my little page here? None leave comments or such, and I'm not saying that I want everyone to gush over what I do, but it would be nice to know what people think. Good or bad but preferably constructive if the latter. My pageview bar graph used to flatline consistently, but now it has bumps and I'm curious to know who is making them.

If this sounds lame, it is. I've been feeling so extremely out of touch with absolutely everything lately. When I freeze in June in sounthern California, my brain has to shut down in order for me not to cry all of the time. Seriously. In the middle of the grocery store. It was embarassing. I need the sun to live and feel alive. And it feels like it may never come out again. The only thing that makes winter even bearable is knowing that it isn't forever, but now I'm not so sure.

Sorry to unload into the ether.